worked my brain and fingers all day.  tiredness filled me.  this is when i realized, i need to move on.  I need to move somewhere that i am either closer to my family or closer to the outdoors.  southern california is nice, my sister and her kids are beautiful, but i don't want to work in the situation i have put myself in anymore.  My parents need my love near them, and I haven't found the man of my dreams out here so why do I feel the need to stay here.  I do have good girlfriends, and I do love the beach.  But is the beach and girlfriends enough>??  I never really had great girlfriends in vegas.  Maybe that is why I choose to stay out here.  I like the weather, thats for sure.  But when major things start happening I would like to be on a farm.  I need the sun.  that is all.   love.

mantra for a change of perception.  I am free.  There are no walls, even in this house.

8) New year

ahhhh- peace, from within me, forming around me.

Stress fades with gratitude, stress fades with gratitude, stress fades with gratitude.

I am everything.

Let it go. Let it go. Let it go.

Harmony is the peaceful integration of positive vibration,

seek laughter and you will live in eternal bliss 8)

nothingness

silence, I have a great appreciation for.  calmness is a relaxed silence that I also adore.  

I awaken to it, and go to sleep feeling it, yet the days craze sets me in a temporary imbalanced haze.  

why stress is a mess.

It doesn't surprise me that it takes more muscles to frown that it does to smile,

a fashionable outfit goes unnoticed without a blissful grin to keep it in style,

its as if happiness is an afterthought of the day and stress is the first priority,

brainwashed to believe that the way to success is by obeying the higher authority,

workin' 5 days just to forget the weekend, they constantly absorb negative tension,

too busy to take the time to embrace the moment's essence, what they truly need is divine intervention.

 

loveeeeee u

internal elevation, a spiritual sensation,  feeling that life is a constant vacation, immersed  in the flow of positive vibration, letting go of stuff with out hesitation, pressure released inspires imagination, universal love is my sole motivation.

this place is becoming quogulated.